Emotionalisationess

Frankly speaking, I am not sure what I am going to do today. But still, I went to office very early in the morning. This week seems not the same like others. I stayed at my friend house as one of my another friend and his family are going back to home country at the end of this week and need a temporary accommodation as their home requires works before submission. No biggie.

Rather than staying alone in one small rent room, I preferred better accommodation. End up, I woke up this morning at my friend’s.

Being alone in five degree Celsius is one of the most unwanted thingies. Plus you have to stay at other's place. Feel like unwelcomed. It is not from what people are saying. But it is in here. Deep inside here, my heart. My very good friend never mentioned about any dissatisfaction or any hairy experiences having me in his accom. It is just me. I don’t feel good being a burden.

I got an sms at two a.m. in the morning. What a wake up call. My other another friend of mine’s. The persons who always said “please Am, pleaseeeeeee”, again and again, lately. Still asking me to join them in students’ sports carnival that will be held in the nearest time. This time I ll be individually sponsored. Representing foreign state in soccer field is one of the big things in my life. Having said that, I got my opportunity once, represented South Australia in 2007. The record is good still.

Even so, I had so many wrecked body parts and abdomens at this age. The latest one is the most precious. My knee. Yes, the right one. Used to think that this would be the end of my sport career. Career? So called. Thinking of never make it to soccer again like.. forever.

I managed to cycle from my house to soccer field yesterday, but it took me way too long. I knew it. That’s it. I just knew it. Even still, I played well on straight movements.. only.

-old timer-